Meeting a(nother) Princess.

[nigelhanan]

Nigel had promised to meet Amaya at her house today - and so here he is. Dressed in a hoodie (as he just can't stay warm when he's solid) and a pair of dark, faded jeans, he knocks on her front door.

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[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

The hand on the back of his neck, slides down to rest on his arm as the other one tugs on his hoodie. Her tongue briefly coming out to glide the tip of it along his upper lip.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

After a few more minutes of kissing her - and yes, he remembered to let her breathe - he sits her up. "Thank you, Amaya ... you're still an amazing kisser. But you can't kiss me any more."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

Blink. Blink. He thanked her? Huh. Interesting. "Wait, what? Why can't I kiss you anymore? If I'm so amazing, I should be able to kiss you."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

He kissed her because it was a lovely kiss. Perfect, in fact. "You're in love with someone else. You're having a baby with him. He lives with you." It's extremely obvious. Extremely. Extremely, Amaya.

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"I know all of that, Hanan. But I loved you at one time too, part of me still does and I wonder if I hadn't 'left', what would've happened with us." She'll move over and straddle him, looking at him with a grin. "Also, there is nothing wrong with getting something you want."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

He doesn't look convinced about that, Amaya. "And what if what you want could possibly hurt someone else? What then?"

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

Now Amaya feels replusive and moves off of him, sitting on the other side of the couch now. "Yeah, I guess we shouldn't do anything. Because I'm sure if Jack showed up and wanted John, John wouldn't want any of him. Yes, Nigel you are right."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"That's me, Amaya. I tend to be right about everything. The voice of reason. Even if I don't necessarily want to be reasonable." And then he floods her senses with just how much he does want her. "It's absolutely not you, Maya."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

She glances at him when she feels everything. "This is just...upsetting, I guess. I love John, madly...but I also want you. Maybe I'm selfish, but I was with you for quite awhile and I don't know. When I see you...I feel things still." She sighs, shaking her head and looking away. "" She whispers.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"Oh, Amaya." He pulls her into his lap and kisses her again. "Then I know I shouldn't take you .. right now. You need to come to terms with how you feel." He'll just pet her for right now, though.

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"Hanan, I know how I feel. I'm in love with two men, I can't help it. At first, I tried to say to myself that I wasn't still in love with you. But seeing you, being near you...kissing you. I know I am and if that is bad, well I'm sorry. I can't help my feelings, even if you aren't in love with me anymore." She breathes in deep before leaning up to kiss his forehead.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"...Just two?"

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"Um, yes. There is other men I love, but I'm not in love with. There is a difference, you know."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"...Polyamory isn't.. well. It's not something I'm familiar with. Casciel's relationship isn't exactly the most stable."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"Yeah. I never liked the idea of it, but...now I can understand it. I love Cassie to death, but I always thought it was strange...until recently. I just...I don't know." She says, now giving him a kiss on the tip of his nose. "Hanan, do you still love me though? I just..want to know."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"I still have feelings for you, yes, Amaya." he says quietly.

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

Amaya maneuvers herself, to where she is straddling him. Leaning in she tightly presses her lips against his, resting a hand on his cheek and one on his chest.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

And he'll kiss her, his hands going to her hair again, pulling her down and kissing her so hard he could, if he was inclined, steal her breath. One hand creeps up to cup a breast. But eventually.."Amaya, you aren't thinking. I am not going to dishonor you by having you on a bloody sofa."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

She gasps against his lips, both hands now under his hoodie and shirt, lightly clawing at his bare skin. Then she pulls back a bit. Only a bit. Enough to just speak. "Then...lets go upstairs."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"No, Amaya." Why was he saying no? What good deed did he owe the other man? Who would know? Goddamn him and his honor. "I will not be able to enjoy you properly while you remain the property of another man, no matter if you love me, love."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

This was getting annoying to her. She never had the guts to do anything when they were together and now..she is throwing herself at him and he wants nothing to do with it. "Last time I checked, Nigel Hanan. I'm not property. No one has bought me, I'm not owned." She says, withdrawing her hands from under his shirt and moves to sit beside him. "What do I have to do, for you to actually take me?"

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

He has the audacity to just grin. "You know what I mean. Why is it so annoying that I care enough about you and me and John not to rush things? I'll take you if and when John knows about you and me - and he agrees."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"So, you want me to tell John? Um..I guess I can do that. Just might take a little while for me to work up the courage." She sighs, looking down to fiddle with her fingernails.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

Another kiss. "I promise to make it worth your while." And he'll stroke another hand down her stomach, then further down till he grasps her through he jean shorts. "I give my word."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

She gasps, before looking at his hand, then up to him. "You...really aren't making this easy on me. You know that?" She even glares at him a bit.