Meeting a(nother) Princess.

[nigelhanan]

Nigel had promised to meet Amaya at her house today - and so here he is. Dressed in a hoodie (as he just can't stay warm when he's solid) and a pair of dark, faded jeans, he knocks on her front door.

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[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"I know, but...nevermind." Even though he didn't move closer, she moved another few inches closer. "And shouldn't do what, handsome?" She says, tilting her head to the side.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"Coming this close to me when you feel like that." He wavers a little bit, flickering then solidifying again. "You want me to kiss you."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"Yes, I do. . .but you also want to kiss me too, Nigel Hanan." She says, leaning in towards him.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"You sure that is what you want?" His fingers skim over her chin, whisper soft and careful

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

She nibbles on her lower lip. "Mm-hm. I'm sure." She says, her lips almost touching his now.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

There's a low groan. "Maya.."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

And Amaya lets off a low whimper. "Hanan..." She takes a hand, placing it on the back of his neck. If he allows it, she pulls him into a kiss, her lips hungry for his.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

Hanan kisses her hard, tasting her. He takes control of the kiss so that his hand fists in her her hair, pressing her slightly back against the couch.

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

The hand on the back of his neck, slides down to rest on his arm as the other one tugs on his hoodie. Her tongue briefly coming out to glide the tip of it along his upper lip.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

After a few more minutes of kissing her - and yes, he remembered to let her breathe - he sits her up. "Thank you, Amaya ... you're still an amazing kisser. But you can't kiss me any more."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

Blink. Blink. He thanked her? Huh. Interesting. "Wait, what? Why can't I kiss you anymore? If I'm so amazing, I should be able to kiss you."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

He kissed her because it was a lovely kiss. Perfect, in fact. "You're in love with someone else. You're having a baby with him. He lives with you." It's extremely obvious. Extremely. Extremely, Amaya.

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"I know all of that, Hanan. But I loved you at one time too, part of me still does and I wonder if I hadn't 'left', what would've happened with us." She'll move over and straddle him, looking at him with a grin. "Also, there is nothing wrong with getting something you want."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

He doesn't look convinced about that, Amaya. "And what if what you want could possibly hurt someone else? What then?"

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

Now Amaya feels replusive and moves off of him, sitting on the other side of the couch now. "Yeah, I guess we shouldn't do anything. Because I'm sure if Jack showed up and wanted John, John wouldn't want any of him. Yes, Nigel you are right."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"That's me, Amaya. I tend to be right about everything. The voice of reason. Even if I don't necessarily want to be reasonable." And then he floods her senses with just how much he does want her. "It's absolutely not you, Maya."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

She glances at him when she feels everything. "This is just...upsetting, I guess. I love John, madly...but I also want you. Maybe I'm selfish, but I was with you for quite awhile and I don't know. When I see you...I feel things still." She sighs, shaking her head and looking away. "" She whispers.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"Oh, Amaya." He pulls her into his lap and kisses her again. "Then I know I shouldn't take you .. right now. You need to come to terms with how you feel." He'll just pet her for right now, though.

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"Hanan, I know how I feel. I'm in love with two men, I can't help it. At first, I tried to say to myself that I wasn't still in love with you. But seeing you, being near you...kissing you. I know I am and if that is bad, well I'm sorry. I can't help my feelings, even if you aren't in love with me anymore." She breathes in deep before leaning up to kiss his forehead.

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"...Just two?"

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"Um, yes. There is other men I love, but I'm not in love with. There is a difference, you know."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"...Polyamory isn't.. well. It's not something I'm familiar with. Casciel's relationship isn't exactly the most stable."

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

"Yeah. I never liked the idea of it, but...now I can understand it. I love Cassie to death, but I always thought it was strange...until recently. I just...I don't know." She says, now giving him a kiss on the tip of his nose. "Hanan, do you still love me though? I just..want to know."

[nhanan.livejournal.com]

"I still have feelings for you, yes, Amaya." he says quietly.

[amaya-smythe.livejournal.com]

Amaya maneuvers herself, to where she is straddling him. Leaning in she tightly presses her lips against his, resting a hand on his cheek and one on his chest.